crikey...

i have been really slacking lately... both in blog posting and in life. aside from the few videos that have gone up it feels like weeks since i have even posted a photo. i could easily attribute that to my normal holiday funk, but it probably has as much to do with the other crap that has been going on with me as well. ignoring the fact that my hard drive crashed, i only have two more days of work and my layoff kicks in. merry fucking christmas, eh? i am so trying not to be a bitter ballsack about it, but it sucks. i absolutely hate job hunting, and i can not imagine that this economic climate is going to make it any easier or more pleasant a task. plus i liked where i was. i really liked working there. i loved the place and the majority of the people. unfortunately it really seems like they just f'ed themselves, and it makes me wonder if they will be able to survive... i hope so. but they need to get out from under their little black raincloud, the little black raincloud created by all that the negative energy flowing from the people who get stepped on and then cast aside by the (dis)organization. oh wait, i was trying not to be bitter...